Conservatism and melancholia
Jul 30, 2020 21:47:18 GMT
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Post by cato on Jul 30, 2020 21:47:18 GMT
I have personally not found that I am any less conservative or melancholic now, than I was in my unmarried and therefore celibate years. Nor have I found myself any less exercised by social and cultural decline-- despite the cheap shot of "you need a girlfriend" to anyone who expresses concern about such things.
In fact I have very recently been feeling considerable melancholia, perhaps even depression, at the sheer soullessness of Ireland today. Was it for this? Perhaps the only time I feel relieved of this is when I pass by the GPO on Saturdays and see the various groups pressing leaflets into people's hands. I don't even particularly care what they are advocating. Simply the fact that they are raising their horizons beyond the vapid consumerism that seems to satisfy most of our peers is comforting.
I'm sorry if this sounds bitter, but it really is getting me down.
Nice to hear from you Maolsheachlann. You have been missed.
The opening lines of A tale of two cities - It was the best of times , It was the worst of times ...... seem so appropriate for Ireland in 2020. Most of our citizenry seem to imagine this is the zenith of Irish progress some realise it's the nadir.
I have felt deflated and devastated since May 25 2018 the lowest point in our island story. This is a footnote in a more general civilisational crisis. It is hard to see light any Where at present. The forces of hell are sweeping all before them. I am still unable to watch the infamous dancing in the street scenes when our nation disgraced herself.
I am haunted by two remarks of Christ now more than ever . One is the famous What profits a man who wins the world but loses his soul.
The other is more comforting but less clear - The meek shall inherit the earth. Powerlessness/meekness is painful and frustrating but somehow the mighty will be cast down from their thrones , multinational offices, cabinet rooms and positions of influence. This is an epic time.